I just wanna break you down so badly.
The thing about tumblr is people reblogging super personal to you posts and like maybe they are semi relevant to whatever is going on with you but I just feel like these are my emotions my personal experience dealing with a situation and people are stealing these emotions from me to stamp onto whatever they are feeling like that day.
Huff huff huff.
I had a really vivid dream that you were in my life again.
I always crawl to that place of happiness I created around you whenever I don’t feel okay. I wish it would stop.
I can’t deal with the thought of anyone being around me. Anyone wanting to speak to me. I don’t want to go to work, I don’t want to interact with people. I cannot deal with existing right now.
I currently feel like I’m spiraling down and I spend most my time fight back tears. I’m so lost.
Every emotion results in me wanting to throw up and I cannot handle this. I just need to breath. I can’t breath anymore.
my brother, the bartender
i tip him well and i drink for free
he takes good care of me
he takes care of me
anyway, i’m here
i’m a bicycle
to ride home